What
is the frequency, Kenneth?
Yes, he knew they were coming,
Dan Rather did,
these loopy, social-distance
days.
Last night, for instance, or
in the early morning,
I thought at first a dream,
except
the
voice seemed too real, so
I rolled out of bed to be
sure--
oh, the hell it was,
it was to go pee, and when I
got back to bed
I’d
forgotten the voice, as
I seem to remember.
Next time I woke I looked at
the clock,
its neon red digital numerals
warning me
it was 4 something, 4:47,
possibly,
when my walking buddy texted
me,
and while my pupils adjusted
in the dark
to
read her message, I heard the voice outside
still talking as I’d
remembered it
at least an hour before.
I’d thought at first it was
the skateboarders,
three or four hardy youngsters
who hang out in the Post
Office parking lot
out
my bedroom window, which offers
a
clear vista for me in the daytime,
but only highlights at night
from moonbeams
and a couple of utility poles
and from the mail dock across
the way.
I
did not bother to open the blinds,
thinking the kids would be in
shadows.
taking a break—come to think
of it,
I had not heard the scrape and
roll
of their boards as they
practice to become
the next Tony Hawk. Come to
think of it,
the voice was singular—no
giggles, no
rise
and fall of youth’s usual verbal drama.
The
voice was
young, or female,
an
alto, its tone calmly conversational,
on a cellphone, I assumed,
on a cellphone in the dark,
alone.
The cadence was familiar,
a soft and friendly sound,
Latino, it seemed,
a
casual tone revealing a very long story,
with words in which I caught
no meaning.
But later, after coffee, I
thought of Lupé,
from the Army very long ago. I
never
knew why we called him that—
a friendly, casual guy.
m.d. paust
I just want to let you know that I really enjoy your poetry posts, Matt. They are something to look forward to while self-isolating. Thanks.
ReplyDeleteI appreciate much your kinds words, Jerry. Glad you're enjoying them. Stay safe and healthy, friend!
DeleteFound this very atmospheric, Matt. The darkness, the voice with its rise and fall coming out of the darkness, the mystery of the dark, of the voice, and the connect...
ReplyDeleteYour kind words are encouraging, Neeru. Listening to that lonely woman (I'm assuming) talking for more than an hour in dark on a deserted parking lot was one of the strangest experiences I've had. In the morning light, the monologue had ended, and she was gone.
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