“Alright, Harry,”
said Miriam, “What is it?”
Trueblood looked up
from his coffee and peered at his wife, unaware that his eyebrows had
lifted. It was a reaction less of curiosity at her question than from
surprise by her tone. The cheerfulness she served at breakfast was as
customary as the accompanying black coffee, scrambled eggs, toast and
orange juice.
Miriam's smile was
the same as always but her voice came out too soft. It was as if she
was confiding something to him in a hotel lounge during happy hour.
They were alone in their kitchen, and she'd made no effort to lean
toward him as one would do in the hotel-lounge scenario. So...
Trueblood set his
cup down as his brow relaxed, and considered her words. Off the top
of his head what
is it?
meant nothing to him. A quick scan of likely contexts found no hits.
Her question apparently had come completely out of the blue. He
focused closely on her eyes.
“What is what,
Miriam?” he asked gently.
“Something's
wrong, Harry. It's not like you to keep things from me.”
“Nothing's wrong,
Miriam. I'd tell you if there was. You know that.”
“Harry.”
They sat awhile
looking earnestly at each other. Trueblood slurped coffee and his
wife munched on a piece of buttered toast. Trueblood broke the
silence.
“Look, Miriam,
where is this coming from? What makes you think something's wrong?”
“Harry, you put
creamer in your coffee.”
“Huh? I what?”
“Creamer, Harry.
In your coffee. You put creamer in your coffee. You never put
anything in your coffee...”
Trueblood stared at
his cup as confusion disturbed the natural composure of his face.
“What the...” He cut himself off and looked up at Miriam. “I
did,” he said, barely audible, shaking his head as if to deny what
he was seeing. He added, “I must have been distracted. I don't
remember doing it. I don't know why I did it.
“It is odd, I
agree, Miriam, but I don't think it means anything.”
She reached across
the table and took his hand. Her smile grew wider. “It wouldn't
mean anything if I did something like that,” she said. “You know
I get distracted easily. But not you, Harry. You're always so
focused.”
He rocked back in
his chair, breathing deeply and letting it out in a noisy sigh
followed by a half-hearted chuckle. “You're right, Mimi. My focus
is my strong suit. I guess...well, I have had a lot of things to
focus on lately. You know that. Maybe I've gotten a little jammed up.
Too much on the plate, huh?”
“Harry, who are
you trying to fool? It's me, Miriam, your loving wife. You always
have a lot to focus on. It's what you're good at. Something else is
bothering you. Don't try to deny it. It worries me that you're
keeping it to yourself. I've never known you to keep something
serious from me. Ever. And frankly I'm not sure what to think. I'm a
little hurt, Harry.”
